My Confession

source: renaissance art[instagram]

I have been making  a lot of excuses in my life lately 

I have been thinking of quitting this game to put things bluntly 

I have  been trying to mend the fences I broke as him sedately 

But I can't seem to part from something born innately 

For so long I have been  tagged with it

So I  find it difficult to say I am not what they are saying 

But here is the brutal  honesty

Something they've been downplaying 

I am not cold 

I am not distant 

I am not funny or bold 

I have a heartbeat, it's not nonexistent 

I feel the most but I leave it on the side like cards I  folded

Most of the times I am trying to be courageous

I am still coasting  through my emotions 

So I am not completely familiar with all the stations