Choose Me Part I

                           

I am both what your heart  screams  and your mind warns you against,

I am both the vaccine and the deadly virus you sensed

I bring to you the bright light shining  and the dark night rising 

I am Lovelace, the everlasting life of the party not seen. 

I am cold that leaves you panicked and the hot burning sun scene 

I am cirrus of the bright skies and dark clouds before the storm 

I am the beautiful love your mom hears and sings praises 

The same one that gets her to light a candle and incense 

I can't be left alone, my love 

I can't be taken along, my love

When you're sad I am here, my love 

I caused the pain ,my love 

I can't leave you alone, my love 

I want you to choose me, my love 

I may bring a little misery in the beginning

 

I am not just misery, I  am also promising 

I wield within me the love that you might need 

But my face and intention shows something different 

I could tell you what that means, 

Why you first meet me, I am a bit cold and mean 

But won't it be better for you to wait for the part of me that says please

Won't it be better to get to the part where you want to kiss me