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Hey healthy mindful soul 
It's your absent presence and lost essence friend again, Barima Lovelace in case you forgot the name. 
I wouldn't blame if you forgot my name, sometimes even I do too.
So this is the 31st of yet another wonderful year 
And I say wonderful because even though it was shitty throughout, you still had your moment of smiles and pure bliss along the ride 
You saw beautiful people and things 
You met and maybe, just maybe touched some beautiful souls 
So yeah,it was shitty but you got to the end of it.
Well I am on my bed currently at 16:02 GMT  in my boxers.
Don't get any dirty ideas, I haven't left the room, that's why I am still in my boxers 
And I was just thinking of this year. And how it had me tripping for the most unnecessary things 
The most unnecessary was thinking of exes or rather, "examples of what not to do again".
And thinking of ways to try and work it out with some of them.
Oh oh and I met some interesting people also, some old, some new and some that I didn't need to get them back into my life but did because sometimes I feel too lonely and do the most uninteresting thing.
I had some needed sadness and some unwanting sad news, like a best mate dying. 
Rest in power King, and no it's not T'Chala, although he too, may he rest in Wakanda.
But in all, I was happy and glad to be alive. I experienced all these different emotions. 
Now we are going to 2022 and I all I want to promise myself is to look forward to new experiences, start some good habits, try to stop some bad habits and lastly be happy and hopefully in love. 
The last part is really the only one I can't promise myself on but we'll try. 
Thank you and enter the year in church please, or at least with your family and friends.
Please don't do it in a backseat of a car or behind a bar 
Love and peace 
Barima Lovelace 

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