Tired

I am tired of always being the centre of all blames

I am tired of being raged upon for things that I do not control 

I am tired being an alien in a place that was supposed to feel like home 

Feelings confused about why things doesn't stay the same 

I am tired of saying sorry for things I didn't even know 

I am tired of being dismissed  when I defend myself 

I am tired of always being the bad guy in every story line 

When you say no, then you're guilty 

You keep quiet,then you are not listening 

You talk back, then you weren't raised right 

You speak out ,then you are insulting 

Anything and everything you do, you are wrong 

Whatever you say, it's not the right thing 

When then, Will I be able to say my piece 

When...

When I am old and what I say is only  an adage 

When time too, becomes something I chase 

But when we give them the same  meal, they can't can't swallow with the same taste.

When did the truth become a crime 

When did our  beliefs became defiance 

How then can we change it; 

The system that bullies the young for being different 

The law that still wants to control our women 

The truth is you too are unfair

You still want us blind

But  you are the one blind

You are chained to the same thing that was your downfall and you still defend it 

You think that is the only way to do it because thats what you were taught 

But we are busy to even discuss how wrong you are  

Too busy trying to change the wrongs, to set a bar 

The bar of truth and one we that reveals 

The truth is we are strong and we will set the standards to our ways 

We will change the plan and make it better than you showed us

We are and we will be the generation that made the change become the ''way".

Thank you